I'm a writer
just starting to branch into erotic stories. I've written literary and
romance in the past, but I love sex and I want to bring the joy of sex
to my writing.
Here I will tell stories from my own dating life and share excerpts from my fiction.
For some background on me...
I grew up in a conservative culture in North America with a strong "no sex until marriage" message. Not an uncommon experience.
I
had a lot of terror built up about it, which meant that I was still a
virgin at 24. Saying that I wouldn't sleep with someone until I got
married was an easy way to avoid facing the fact that I was scared of
it.
In particular I was scared of the vulnerability of allowing someone else to be inside of me.
At
that point, being in graduate school and far from home, I decided I was
ready to do it. Easier said than done! It took about six months of
consistent effort with a boyfriend I loved before I was able to lose my
virginity.
When I finally did it,
I was disappointed. It didn't seem that special. I didn't see why it is
such a powerful force in the experience of life.
It
took several more years and other partners before I began to like it
and soon I was loving it. Now my preference is daily sex. I make it a
priority in my life.
The teenage
girl I was would be horrified at the woman I've become at 30, but this
woman is happier in every way than that teenager was! So I feel like I'm
on the right track.
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